Ish...Collapsed!!

Wooow...it has been 1 month i didnt update my bloggie!!
Aiks...
sorry ya my bloggie..

Hmm... felt quite stress with my life nowaday!!
especially with my advance studies!!
4 of the subjects are far enough to killing me...T.T
it  really fed me up...
sometime even doubt is it i'm made a  precise decision to take this course!!hmm....
i really be in a hopeless tangle!!
HELPLESSNESS!!
Arghhhhhh~~~~~
hand ler??the one who willing lend me a hand where u gone??


i'm Lost of direction now...
who can  point me the right way ah??
how should i solve my problems properly??
hmm...fan..fan ..fan !!!

isn't still not much effort enough i put on it??
haiz...i'm exhausted !! T.T

24.05.2010 ~♥~ My Birthday。。！！

First of all...
thx alot to my dearest, lovely family to celebrate my birthday on 23.05.10 's night!!
i know u all try to give me a surprise,
even though it is failed ,but it is the best ever for me!! felt touch even it is a simple celebration!!
i love you all~~❤
Proud of you all!!...Muack!!
and i'm here to tell you all,i'm dai go lui jor,no need worry about me!
i will take good care of myseld and study harder!!=)
Thank my little bro make me a "costless" birthday card!!..it is nice!haha
thanks my sis bought me the cake!it is delicious..and
thanks ah yi cook me the 面线 and "red egg"!! i'm damn full with it.

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Second..
Thx to all my lovely,cutie "sei dongs"!!
you all really got me surprise!
especially appearance of miss jia yi and miss stacy!=)
i'm here appreaciate the celebration you all did for me!

✖ Jia Yi..Stacy..Xue Ying.. ✖

✖ Chien Lung..Terk Wei..Rike..Lucas..Ash✖

✖ Mei Hui..Siew Bao..Rainbow..✖

Always the best sei dong for me!!❤

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Thirdly,
thanks to my lovely housemate also la!!❤
even u all just sit infront urs pc and sing the birthday song me!!haha~~
thanks alot ya..✖Ah Zai,Jeff,Ah-b and Jack ✖

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Fourthly,
i would like to thanks to few of you~~❤
Terence ✖Joe ✖Yang ✖John
You all really got me a big surprise!!
i'm already happy enough u all countdown for my birthday in BRJ!
and really unexpected got a big surprise afterward!=)
Thanks ya..Muacksss

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Fifthly,
Sincerely thanks to all my friends who sent me wishes through msn,facebook and sms!!
Thanks u all still rmember the big day for me ah!!^,^

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Lastly,
i would like to thanks You too!!
I know..You are the planner for the celebration!
Thanks you did it for me!!
You always are the besties for me!❤
I love you ah!!haha..XD
By the way,wanna thanks you for some matter also!
Thanks you be my side when i'm down and sad previously!
i'm willing to be the best for you also!=)
✖xyl✖

Jogoya with My Besties!!♥

Woohoo...
Cause of the promotion 2 free 1,i went jogoya wiht miss lee and miss ko as well
it is the 1st time i was been there!! =)

the buffet dinner cost us about rm211..wow

and it is available from 5pm to 9.30pm~~

we went there sharp on 5pm
and hopefully we can eat till the end of the session!!haha
ish,aloooooots of nice food there!!sushi,dim sum, western food...and bla bla bla!!

After about 2.5 hours we " struggle" there..

phew~~

we were totally full!!

but still felt not much enough what we att!!@.@

i want eat more and more and more...

but.. ..

My stomach's capacity not allowed me to do so ..Lol

anyway,nice meal we had there!! :)

Hmm,wish to go tenji next!!♥

A nice day with both of my dear!!♥

100步。。。你与我同行吗？？

我和你背对背开始往前走...
我们说好当我们走到第一百步的时候再回头
如果还能看到对方...
我们就忘掉以前所有的不快乐
重新开始!
如果看不到彼此...
就一直走下去...
永远不要回头!


当我走出第一步 ♥
有一种叫悲哀的东西漫过心底...
我们的爱情路只剩下九十九步...
我们怎么走到了今天这一步?
曾几何时...
我们一起在雨中漫步
衣服湿了也不觉得冷
曾几何时...
我们在雪天里呼着热气吃冰淇凌
当人们投来惊异的目光中
我们竟哈哈大笑


我已走过二十步  ♥
你呢?
我好想回头看看你
看看你是不是一样和我步履维艰!
你还记得吗?
你教我学电脑的时候跟我说过...
编程时会遇上一种情况叫"死循环"
进去了就出不来...
你说你对我的爱就是死循环
当时我很感动!


我走完五十步时 ♥
有个卖烤红薯的老头问我要不要红薯...
我摇了摇头
他就推着车子走了!
为何他不再多和我讲几句话?
那样我便可以停留一会儿...
不要再走下去


八十步已然在我身后 ♥
你是否也在想我们前段不愉快的日子?
我们为一点点小事天天争吵...
不知为什么
我总是对着你哭
你便心乱如麻...烦躁不安!
然后
我们都无端地说出一些互相伤害的话
终于有一天你对我说:"我们不能再这样下去了...长痛不如短痛...分手吧!"


九十九步了 ♥
我艰难地抬起沉重的脚
迟迟不愿放下
我怕放下脚时
回头再也看不见你...
我怕放下脚时
回头将永远失去你...
我怕放下脚时
我从此再没有幸福可言...
我怕......
脚终于落下了
泪也顺颊而下
我不想回头也不愿回头
我控制不住自己
蹲下身痛哭起来!
突然
一双宽大的手抱住了我的双肩
我回过头看到了你
看到了你充满了深深自责和浓浓爱意的双眼!


我扑进你的怀里...
哭着说:"我不要再往下走了!"


你把我紧紧抱住...
轻轻抚摸我的长发...
"永远不会再让你一个人走!




♥其实...我一直走在你的身后...一直在等你回头 ♥

Ice Kacang Puppy L.O.V.E

I watched ♥ ice kacang puppy love ♥ finally!!
wiiwit..a "local producted" mandarin movie again after tiger woohoo!clap~~clap~~clap
hmm....overall i think still ok la!!although most of the actor and actress doesnt talk much!
maybe,they put much on body language!!=.='
lol...especially FISH LEONG,she doesnt talk at all!except she " wei" for once.

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ais kacang puppy love...
a movie with romance genre!
all the main actors and actress are originally Malaysian ...if i'm not mistaken!!
haha...like victor wong that act as 白马王子inside there!!funny and look unique!
especially the song he sing inside the movie~ 情人。。。情人。。。我怎么能忘记那!♥
though it is a old song...but nice when sang by Victor Wong.

rate : ★★★

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Puppy Love...
always unforgettable and memorable for us ,hmm...might not for everyone !
but...it is absolutely unforgettable for me.!!
No doubt~
l had my own puppy love story when i'm 15 years old. ~♥♥♥
Gosh...i'm really puppy that time!=) ~~
Puppy love...
always the most pure and simplest!^,^

my puppy love story ended same as the ending of Ice Kacang Puppy Love!
i dont have a wonderful and perfect ending for my puppy love !
Since we still " puppy" , we couldnt solve the problems between us effectively and properly!
We didnt think a best way to solve our problems!...so ..
the only solution for the us..is...Break Up!!

Ya..Break Up  is an alternative for us to keep aways for those problems!
it really useful to discard all the problems at once by this way!!
Somehow,it might hurt someone deeply...painfully at the same time!

Hmm.. my puppy love story,
although it didnt bring me happiness at the end!
but..it got me happiness,sweetness,touch and careness previously!!♥

We should cherish what we had now!!
no u -turn in our life sometime!even can...it is not the same thing as before anymore! 
I think i didnt cherish my puppy love properly...tat's y it ended that way!!
sometime...i will think that..can i u turn and get back my puppy love and i want to get my puppy love a wonderful conclusion!XP
i would like try to u-turn it !but...i'm unable!
even can,it is not Puppy Love anymore!
Anyway...now means now!Just let it be!!
It is my sweet memory anyway ♥♥♥

♥♥ Miss My PuPPy LOVE...♥♥            

Miss Xue Ying Lee's Birthday !!

phew~finally celebrated my dear xue ying 20th birthday...xp

i think we got her a big surprise!!YEAH...

hmm...no expensive gift i bought 4 her!!

but this time i made a birthday card ...that fully contained my love and wishes to her!!

since...my handcraft not tat good,hope u like the card  la!

it was the 1st time i made card for people de ah...my 1ST TIME..

anyway...happy birthday ya...dear!!

hope u feel happy for u birthday!!

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Birthday Gal...^^

Dinner with the birthday at T.G.I Friday.

wow...our main course!!Full dao~~

4 cute desserts!!but taste " ma ma"!

cake sponsored by T.G.I Friday

 

✖ the time ying got her surprise..=)✖

5 leng zai that gave ying a big surprise...xp

nice ice cream cake!!

Ish...the card i made 4 ying...=.='

HaPpY    .........    bIrThDaY

1.28AM

hmm...doesnt feel sleepy yet
nothing let me to do right now...
feel like wanna find sum1 to chat...
but...cant find la...
what a gd news to me if anyone can give me a call  right now...and chit chat with me for few hours..woohoo



So far...considered temporary solved my problem...
it is the time for me to rest properly now!
and take gd care of myself~^,^


hmm...besides,
feel weird suddenly!
am i did something wrong.???
what i have did previously, is it right?
maybe i have did it wrongly.
anyway...i felt satisfied cause finally i did it...and feel no regret to myself!!
although he might cant really get what i trying to tell him!
or maybe i'm the one cant get what he actually meant!
FATE....I THINK...!!