Frustrated.

24.02.2011

Hmm...im frustrating...im worrying....
Suddenly felt like load of problems appear around me...><

I got no idea for those problems at all...What should i do...how should i solve the problem...im totally no idea.
Haiz...am i too negative thinking now??Hope im not....problems do really appeared in front of me.
Sorry for my bad tempered ...families and dear.Im lost control sometime.I know it spoil everything.
I really hope everything will be alright soon...T.T

Tears uncontrollable drop down recently.I dont know since when i became so "cryness"..
i wish i can endure for everything..im not weak and i must be stronger and stronger....
 

Half day Genting walk

17.02.11

We purposely go genting this day. Actually planned to stay there for 1 night,but too bad,there is no room available for us...Sigh!!There was damn a lot of people there~~Everywhere was crowded.No choice we just  simply have a walk around Genting.

Anyway,it is nice to walk here and there while hand in hand with u! Between it was the day we out for our belated Valentine's day.A simple outing with you. ❤

 He was just too enjoy with the Ribena.=)

 Camwhore ❤

Between,We went for 大头贴 that cost us 35 buck. 

Story to be continue.

I was found myself a principle nowadays,that is,once you dont wish the matter to happen ,as the more u dont wish,in adverse,the matter will happened in front of you. In other words,it means,if u dont wish the matter u dislike to happen,so better u dont always keep in ur mind and keep telling urself that:" this will never ever happen on me again." This principle sound a bit absurd,but it is work to me.

Know why im saying this right now?This is because i had experienced this.Turn back 2 years ago, a matter was happened on me.No doubt,this matter was turn me dull and sad, and i swear to myself,i wont let this kind of matter happen on me anymore..no more chance for this matter.Im freaking hate this matter, it hurt me, it make a scar in my life..

Finally,this principle was applicable to me.=.= 2 years later, the matter was come back to me now. This matter just came to me without any alert to me.So funny because i just accept the matter with willing heart. How come like that ya, i was swear to myself no even 1 more chance i will let this matter happen on me.

But,i m accepted this matter.

Ya, i was back with him. I found that, he still the one who know me well,understand me well and treat me well. Of course, previously i do try to seek for another 1 who can know me well and understand me well too, but no matter how hard am i i still cant found it and lastly he still the one that i seek for.

Actually,sometime i do doubt to myself whether i did it wrongly or not?But, just feel that no right or wrong sometime.

I cant predict the ending, so i just try to work hard and enjoy for what i had decided.=)

Hey,we walk back together after two years we had been separate.We work hard on it together on it ok? Cherish every second we together.ok?Our love story is continuing now, just hope everything go smooth and nice.

❤❤❤
Happy Valentine's Day

The Rabbit Year

10.2.2011- Chu9

It is Chu 9 of the cny already，what a big day for Hokkiens .I do realized that everywhere were bustling with noise and excitement of fireworks.It was a hectic 拜天宫for all hokkiens.Finally got a bit feel of Cny.

Hmm,too bad,this year CNY was abit dull for me,dont know why,maybe im growing up...??Im freaking nostalgic the happiness and mood of CNY when i was kid that time,it was full with excitement,happines,joyful and etc.Hopefully i wont divorced from these in the following Cny.>.<
By the ways, i still  enjoy the Cny..nothing special ,Chu 1,i was stay in my lovely house,gather with my dearest families,had vegetarian meal.Haha, we had a photo shooting session in house as well.We purposely make up ourself and take nice pic in house.Mum look gorgeous with the make up.❤

*The vege meal for Chu 1 morning* 

 

*Me*

 

*Leng Lui Mum*

Chu 3 another nice day for me.It was a day that hang out with my friends and visit theirs house.=)

Our "trip" was start at about 10 sumthing in the morning.❤❤

*1st station- Sher Ying's House*

 

*2nd station - Jeff's House*

*3rd station- David's House*

*4th station- Stacy's House*

*5th station- Jia Yi's House*

*6th station- My House*

*Dong Chan Si Temple*

*Friends gathering for 2011 C.n.y*

*

Few more days to go then Cny going to end.Taking this opportunity wish all my family and fren going to have a smooth and nice year,always be healthy and always be happy.=)

Rabbit year Huat Huat Huat!!!

p/s Valentine day is around the corner.All couples should prepared a special gift for your partner.Let have a romantic and sweet outing with your partner.❤ Cherish the moment when side by side with your partner.=)

Happy Valentine Day ❤❤ 

26.01.2011

* 26.1.2010 *

Hmm...few more days to go for CNY yet only few cny's cloths i had bought which no one among is Red in colour..hmm,should have at least 1 sharp colour cloth for cny,hopefully going to grab for it by tomorrow.

Dont know why,this year there was lack of CNY feel for me, felt abit dull for it,maybe i do not bought enough cloths for it..Lolx~~

Ya,most probably i didnt got for internship anymore but still have to seek for job for my long holidays instead "measure land" in house,Thx god,i found a job!!!But,got some sacrification i should bear in order to take this job that is im going to start the job on 1st of Feb and there is no holidays for CNY..what a sad matters...T.T,no choice i have to take this job and hopefully this job suit me well.

Friends, sorry to tell you all that i might cant join you during CNY.>.<..haiz

By the way, recently,there was something happened on me.Nor sad neither big deal,but just a bit special to me. The matter was happened so accidentally and theatrically,so called fate i think.

Actually a bit doubt whether is it rasional about the action that i had taken, it might be right and it might be wrong. Somehow,I cant predict what would happen in the future and no one else can predict about it.The only thing i can do is just do whatever i want ,i wish and i hope for the moment.

I just hope everything will go smooth and no regret in the future.=) Please prove me that the action i had taken is a right action.
So many decisions we have to make in our life, sometime i just felt no rignht or wrong for a decision we made but just is that you make the decision at a right timing and did you do well after u had made the decision. Once a decision had been made, it just simply like we signed a contract and we should obey to the rules and regulations in order to avoid mistakes happen and make sure we do well for the decision we made..Hope that i can did what i said above.=)


I should enjoy well for this coming few days because going to start my job very soon.>.<
I must play,sleep and eat to the MAX...lol.
Yeah.

  

15.01.2011

15.01.2011

A day hanging out with my pals again! * Yeah*

Purposely to celebrate Mon Iki's 21st Birthday.So, happy bithday ya Yit Wah, may u always be happy and always be in good health.

We celebrate @ Green Box,Sg wang.Hmm,We sang for 4hours+1 hours free.=)

Lolx.. actually we were making noise there instead sing.=.=

Nice anyway..xp

 

 Nine of us ❤

 

With My Gals ❤

 Gals ❤

 Me ❤

  

Yeah,watched Great Day finally.A quite touching and meaningful local movie. *thumb up*

It really touched me.You all should grab the opportunity to watch this movie. It is really good.

RATE: ★★★★★

Unfortunately, Mr Jeff' car was broke down half way while going back.>< Luckily his car's tyre still able tahan sampai home.=)

So called "兄弟同心“

13.1.2011

13.01.2011

It had been almost 2 months i did not update my blog.Finally,i can totally put myself down without any stress( for the moment) and update my blog.

This is my 1st blog for the year 2011.Erm..should i begin by wishing Happy New Year to all of you??Sound like a bit weird,but dont care and Happy New Year to all of You.

Wish you all have a fabulous health,all matter go smooth while going to have best and sweet encounters in life.

A special new year eve we had,it was just a casual drinking session in my house. It was a freaking relax moment to drink with u all and play cards with u all ...*thumb up*  

Yeah,i did celebrated a simple X'mas for last year.It is a simple but nice celebration @The Curve by just gathering with my pals and had a  delicious dinner.

*Merry Christmas*

 

The Apartment @ The curve. 

Hmm...our January baby, Stacy had celebrated her 21st Big Big Birthday.

A huge party she held in her house.

* Photo will be upload soon*

8 more days to your actual birthday.=)

Phew,finally my 2nd sem final exam is over.

3 main subject papers for this time.Haiz, this time i felt so stress for it dont know why.

I think most probably is because i did not prepare well for it, never spend my time properly for revision.

Bad thing is, it was the 1st time i had been late for exam since primary till this.

the 1st paper, Financial Management i had been late for it, luckily lastly still able to sit the for the paper.Phew~~

Besides that,it is also the 1st time that i think i might be fail for 3 of the papers.

No confident at all this time, it is really tough for me.><

God bless me.

 Holidays for me now..

Going to buy stuffs for the coming CNY!! It is around the corner, about 20++ days to go..woohoo..craving for it. =)

Frens enjoy ur holidays..Happy holiday.