Frustrated.

24.02.2011

Hmm...im frustrating...im worrying....
Suddenly felt like load of problems appear around me...><

I got no idea for those problems at all...What should i do...how should i solve the problem...im totally no idea.
Haiz...am i too negative thinking now??Hope im not....problems do really appeared in front of me.
Sorry for my bad tempered ...families and dear.Im lost control sometime.I know it spoil everything.
I really hope everything will be alright soon...T.T

Tears uncontrollable drop down recently.I dont know since when i became so "cryness"..
i wish i can endure for everything..im not weak and i must be stronger and stronger....
 

Half day Genting walk

17.02.11

We purposely go genting this day. Actually planned to stay there for 1 night,but too bad,there is no room available for us...Sigh!!There was damn a lot of people there~~Everywhere was crowded.No choice we just  simply have a walk around Genting.

Anyway,it is nice to walk here and there while hand in hand with u! Between it was the day we out for our belated Valentine's day.A simple outing with you. ❤

 He was just too enjoy with the Ribena.=)

 Camwhore ❤

Between,We went for 大头贴 that cost us 35 buck. 

Story to be continue.

I was found myself a principle nowadays,that is,once you dont wish the matter to happen ,as the more u dont wish,in adverse,the matter will happened in front of you. In other words,it means,if u dont wish the matter u dislike to happen,so better u dont always keep in ur mind and keep telling urself that:" this will never ever happen on me again." This principle sound a bit absurd,but it is work to me.

Know why im saying this right now?This is because i had experienced this.Turn back 2 years ago, a matter was happened on me.No doubt,this matter was turn me dull and sad, and i swear to myself,i wont let this kind of matter happen on me anymore..no more chance for this matter.Im freaking hate this matter, it hurt me, it make a scar in my life..

Finally,this principle was applicable to me.=.= 2 years later, the matter was come back to me now. This matter just came to me without any alert to me.So funny because i just accept the matter with willing heart. How come like that ya, i was swear to myself no even 1 more chance i will let this matter happen on me.

But,i m accepted this matter.

Ya, i was back with him. I found that, he still the one who know me well,understand me well and treat me well. Of course, previously i do try to seek for another 1 who can know me well and understand me well too, but no matter how hard am i i still cant found it and lastly he still the one that i seek for.

Actually,sometime i do doubt to myself whether i did it wrongly or not?But, just feel that no right or wrong sometime.

I cant predict the ending, so i just try to work hard and enjoy for what i had decided.=)

Hey,we walk back together after two years we had been separate.We work hard on it together on it ok? Cherish every second we together.ok?Our love story is continuing now, just hope everything go smooth and nice.

❤❤❤
Happy Valentine's Day

The Rabbit Year

10.2.2011- Chu9

It is Chu 9 of the cny already，what a big day for Hokkiens .I do realized that everywhere were bustling with noise and excitement of fireworks.It was a hectic 拜天宫for all hokkiens.Finally got a bit feel of Cny.

Hmm,too bad,this year CNY was abit dull for me,dont know why,maybe im growing up...??Im freaking nostalgic the happiness and mood of CNY when i was kid that time,it was full with excitement,happines,joyful and etc.Hopefully i wont divorced from these in the following Cny.>.<
By the ways, i still  enjoy the Cny..nothing special ,Chu 1,i was stay in my lovely house,gather with my dearest families,had vegetarian meal.Haha, we had a photo shooting session in house as well.We purposely make up ourself and take nice pic in house.Mum look gorgeous with the make up.❤

*The vege meal for Chu 1 morning* 

 

*Me*

 

*Leng Lui Mum*

Chu 3 another nice day for me.It was a day that hang out with my friends and visit theirs house.=)

Our "trip" was start at about 10 sumthing in the morning.❤❤

*1st station- Sher Ying's House*

 

*2nd station - Jeff's House*

*3rd station- David's House*

*4th station- Stacy's House*

*5th station- Jia Yi's House*

*6th station- My House*

*Dong Chan Si Temple*

*Friends gathering for 2011 C.n.y*

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Few more days to go then Cny going to end.Taking this opportunity wish all my family and fren going to have a smooth and nice year,always be healthy and always be happy.=)

Rabbit year Huat Huat Huat!!!

p/s Valentine day is around the corner.All couples should prepared a special gift for your partner.Let have a romantic and sweet outing with your partner.❤ Cherish the moment when side by side with your partner.=)

Happy Valentine Day ❤❤